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these are recounts of dreams that I had- they are NOT REAL. Just an insight into my dream realm: some of the dreams MIGHT be disturbing so take that into account before reading and some post might be difficult to follow along because I am half awake when I write these down (I will try my best to make them more easier to read) . thank you!

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September 11th

I had a dream that I was riding a motorcycle but I was having issues with the breaks so I had to like pickup the bike and walk it (idk i did wake up to my eyes burning so?)

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September 3rd

i had a dream last night that i got banned off twitch because I was naked on stream on accident and than people started lowkey harassing me over it and posting my videos but also using AI to make more and then my dream switched to my crush and he was like “today is crazy but tomorrow is only crazier” and then I watched him eat glass??

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August 31th

i had a dream that I was at a justin bieber concert and this girl I went with literally fumbled it for me, I got use to sneak to the front but then she said outloud “i can’t believe we snuck up to the front” and I was sorting through her bag because she had so much shit and I was trying to get her bag to fit under the seat. I got like everyone in the front seat to not sit on their chairs but to seat on the ground and there was a chick name kealen that I was making friends with at the front well - one of my old teachers was there and called on the chick I was with and kaelen was like “you didn’t tell her your plan? she’s just bragging to everyone” so she starts throwing a tantrum and i’m still playing it cool while kaelen also calls security on me and I point in her face and i’m like “I will remember this, i thought we were forlifers but you aren’t and know i’ll have to burn your face into my memory.” and then as I was backpacking to my original seat I get a really bad nosebleed seat - I was saying hello to everyone and pointing out my 4lifers which were just randoms that i apparently met once or twice. also before this concert I went to like a restaurant that my friend works at and as I was leaving like 100 people that were with the tour crew showed up and I wished him luck but it wasn’t even from justin bieber tour: it was a different celebrity. but yea i never even got to see the concert because i woke up prior

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August 24th

i had a dream that I was on a university and I failed all my classes so I went into a class and on the white board it was like “you have unsuccessfully finished this course” and then I met up with two girls who were my friends and one was making coffee so she went back to grab the coffee and I wanted some two so I also got a cup but I didn’t drink any. She then walks to the dining hall where they tell her that she’s banned from being there and she runs away into a group of people- we also were talking about men and how men only act right when you treat them like whores but once you show they love and kindness than they take advantage of you. she runs to this group after getting told she can’t be in that area and then I walk over and wake up.

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August 14th

I had a dream that I was playing roblox with my friend and we were inside the game - and the area was like a chuck e cheese. my friend invites two of her girl friends that i’ve never met before and they don’t speak or anything but we emote. I notice that a section near the bathroom has a bunch of cops and people clearing it out and so im walking up trying to see what happened but the cops are just pointing a gun at someone so I keep walking and someone is like “someone died in the bathroom” so im like what?? so I was up and I see my cat but its like 10x bigger than me with blood on it but the blood is purple and the other cat which is a black panther hissed and claws at me when im getting close so I go to the tables where some of my family is sitting at and they are like “this is my first time seeing like a splattered body but I took pictures of it” and everyone is debating on if they should look at the pictures again or not. and im just sitting there like “oh this is your first time…i dont like seeing this stuff” but they didn’t have any blood or anything on them but the person self inflicted their own death 😭 also everyone is a roblox character too but the only thing that was hyper realistic was the death

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August 11th

wobbly tarot cards, like straight up my cards were like wobbly

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August 10th

a dream about making coffee

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July 23rd

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July 15th

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July 2nd

I had a dream that I was with jake weber, tara yummy, another person I didn’t know. So at first I was hanging out with jake and talking to him just normally and i think i compliment him and he is like oh thanks for thinking about me that way. anyways we late get into a car and we were driving somewhere but for whatever reason we went off road and had to get out of the car and then jump off a platform into the sand. when tara jump she landed super deep into the sand but when i jumped I notice the side of the structure had alot of sand so i went to the side and it was easier down. I don’t really remember where we were going but yea also I was picking up the vibes that tara and jake were going to get back together

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June 20th

i just woke up from dreaming about five nights at freddy’s but i was at a chuck e. cheese and my mom pressed a button for them to spawn when I slept but their was a new one which looked like the megan chick and i proceeded to choke her and then wake up

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June 10th

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May 10th

I had like a horror dream that turned morbid, like i was in school and their was this girl who was friends with this group of girls who were all perfectionness and i called them out for how they treated me and stuff. I also was sitting at my desk and this girl was talking about scholarships and then tried to point me out to where I went “actually my tuition is completely paid for mind your business I don’t tell you anything” also these were all girls from like middle school i haven’t seen in forever. and then a girl was asking me to hang out with her in private and told me her friends didn’t like me and she was testing me or something similar to that. and then by the end of the dream which i don’t remember much, it turned into people dying, blood, guns, ect a dead rabbit. (i don’t even know why it completely switched or atleast i don’t remember)

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May 8th

I had a dream that I was in a school and these people were talking shit about goth girls and I was like “well i’d rather be an mid-ugly goth girl than a simply ugly basic bitch” and the whole school started going against me. this girl I grew up with was like “that statement hurt me so much” and I was like “honestly I don’t give a fuck if you are offended, the comment wasn’t about you and if you want to play victim than go ahead but don’t wrap me up in your own insecurities” which than started a whole cancellation group against me with videos with like 2k likes- they also called me into the office and made different people give testimonies where one guy started physically attacking me while giving his side of the “story” and I was explaining like….”those girls were calling me ugly- some of the guys their I straight up rejected this has less to do with me and more on them, I don’t care I stick with my words”

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April 30th

I had a dream that I went into my old job duck donuts and I was talking to everyone and one of the managers remembered how I really like sweets so she was trying to make me a sweet drink: the other manager was trying to give me a job but then I was like “oh I can’t really work nights my mom and brother do so I won’t have a ride” (this job is completely gone like bankrupt shut down).

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April 25th

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April 20th

I had a dream that I was getting on a flight to another country but then the plane couldn’t fully get up in the sky lol? so it would crash and then it would try again but couldn’t

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April 4th

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April 3rd

I went to a dance with a very old i mean when i was like 16 years old; guy i had a fwb at one point and we go to this dance and everyone is seeing us together and they are confused because why are we even together but he is causally talking about how he was dating some latina chick and how he missed me so he came to get me or whatever: at the party they were giving away some computer supplies like a mouse and keyboard. and he starts telling me how these kids from my high school were essentially against him or they were on the look out against them which I found their twitch page and was showing him like oh yea these kids. They call out the person who won the prize and everyone is leaving. i’m like following him to his car and we get in: it’s all fine until I lean my head over the seats to look in the back and it’s one of the kids in the car and im like "yo why are you in this car with us" and they start questioning him: he started driving but the roads were water and for some reason - he has something holding the gas pedal and he changes seats with me so he was in the passager and I get in the back with the guys: the guys were essentially just like “yo why are you spreading rumors about us” and they all are talking while im trying to keep us in the middle lane of the road but its water idk, so they are all talking: he is bringing up old inside jokes between us and they all start bounding and becoming friends bc this was a span of a couple days of us in this car. they start asking him why he was being manipulative but he wouldn’t tell us so I start questioning him too also to keep the road on track their was like a duck that had to stay above water: well the duck started drowning and the guy jumped out the car and went straight into the water to grab the duck; I dive in after him but I wasn’t able to grab him so I get back into the car: all of use are like fuck what do we do? well that’s when we get to a bathtub and I hear someone opening a can and eating: it was him and he had the duck but he was asking me if I wanted some olives and I said that I knew the sound of the can because he use to feed the water pigs as he believe in those (this was never a thing idk dream world whatever) but yea he was fine and the kids that were in our car were also fine.

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April 2nd

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